So What!.....

• So what if I enjoyed every minute of my pamper afternoon yesterday and didn't regret it one bit!
• So what if I check my bank account three times a day like it is going to change?!?!?!? Hey you never know when someone might secretly deposit thousands of dollars right :)
• So what if I am supposed to clean out my closets tonight but feel like doing absolutely nothing instead!
• So what if sometimes I just want to slap people silly but smile instead. In the end it makes me the better person.... at least I want to think that.

Pampering and The List

Some people think facials and getting your nails and hair done are just material things that are a waste of money.  To me they are necessary.  Sometimes you just feel in the dumps.  As you know from this post schedules-bills-and-pups that has been me the last week or so.  A change is sometimes necessary and sometimes you can't change something major but you can cut your hair or get a relaxing spa treatment! And that is exactly what I'm doing after work today!  Soooooo beyond needed and sooooo beyond excited! 

And I have been seeing "the list" going around and thought it would be fun to share a few of mine!

so....

Here is some of my bucket list :)

Schedules, bills and pups

Trying to get organized and not be a procrastinator is not as easy as you would think!  I am really good at waiting til the last minute on things and really bad at writing it down and just doing it right then!  Backwards is what I am good at .... wait maybe that is why I'm dyslexic! 
I have been trying to get so much better at it and while its slowly happening I have times when I become extremely frustrated with myself and just want to quit.  One of my goals is to not eat out and cook more at home.  With that I feel like I have been eating more and with that I feel like I'm not losing weight which is another goal.  Maybe I am just trying to do one to many things at a time.  One thing that I started last week seems to be helping so I thought I would share.

I take a blank piece of paper and write two sections.
1. My to do list for the week.
2. My goals.

I fold it up and put it in my wallet and it makes me feel a little more accountable.  It also makes you feel nice when you can check something off :)

With only having one day off I didn't really accomplish everything I could have done yesterday and maybe that is why I'm feeling a little off today.  But instead I took a little time to myself in the morning and curled up next door, since I discovered AT&T does not carry the Hallmark channel boo, and watched a feel good movie :) And also was joined by these too..... they love lazy days

Friday Letter's

Dear Weekend,
You are not much of a weekend this weekend but I intend to soak up Sunday with all I have by laying by the pool and frying!
Dear Next week,
 I can't wait for you! I'm so excited to get a facial and get my White Trash hair did!!!!!! 
Dear next two weeks, 
 I think you are going to be GREAT and relaxing and I intend to enjoy your peace and quiet to the max!
Dear Mean Girls, 
You gave me the stinky eye all night..... do I even know you??? If you want to sit there and stare and talk to about me next time come on over and I will be more then happy to join in. Please and thank you.
Dear Carvers,
I'm glad we reconnected last night I had a blast and will be back shortly ;)

Summer Cofessions

Summer Confessions

• I must confess that this summer has been been liberated and frustrating at the same time!
• I must confess that I have made improvements in almost every area this year and I intend to keep pushing forward.
• I must confess that I have felt more like more old self this summer
• I must confess that the begining of the summer was almost more fun then I have had in years ;)
• I must confess at times this summer I have been jealous of people that have gotten married and/or have kids, but then at times I'm more then happy to be able to do me whenever needed.
• I must confess that I have finally found the path I want to take and I'm hoping that it finds me the happiness I know I deserve
• I must confess that I have found it hard sometimes to believe that karma really exists but I know that even if it doesn't when I stand at those gates I can know that I was a good person.
• I must confess I wish I could tape certain people and play their actions back to them, only then may they see what the whole world already sees.
• I must confess that I'm sure people might say the same for me ;)
• I must confess that I had the best time ever at one of my bestest friends in the worlds weddings this summer!
• I must confess that I had a blast seeing old friends that I haven't seen forever!

Friday Letters

Dear Life,  I'm very excited about the route I have decided to take with you.  I hope that everything I think I can accomplish is what will really happen!  Lets make this work out, sound good? 

Dear Bank accounts, I know that I was on vacation last week and that you are struggling however after next week of h*ll and the new addition at home we should be back on track if not more by next week ;)

Dear Fur babies,  Mommy loves the two of you to pieces and has loved all the extra time with you and I'm sad that next week will not be that way :(

Dear Next Week, Please Please Please be kind to me!  With 65+ hours in six days I will barley be alive come Sunday and I hope that you will help me make it through.

Dear Cousins, I'm so happy that I got to spend some time with you this week! Thanks for coming up and visiting!

Dear Colorado, You are so peaceful and I look back and think how nice it was to just stop for a week.

If you really knew me.....

I have read a couple of these this week and really love this idea so here goes!

If you really knew me.....

• You would know that I can sing almost any song however would not be able to tell you who sings 95% of them
• You'd think I'm nuts half the time when it comes to dogs.  I drive people I'm with nuts having to touch every dog I come in connect with
• That I change my mind everyday on what I would actually like to do with the rest of my life
• You would know that I fight to not be overwhelmed everyday
• You would know that I think the world of my parents and everything they have given up for us girls
• You would know that I love watching soap operas
• You'd know that I dance randomly at any moment
• You would know that I don't like to stay mad
• You would know that I still sometimes find it hard to believe that my GG is passed.
• You would know that I sing Christmas songs all through the year ;)