Friday Letters

Dear Tank, I wish you a very very very happy doggy birthday today :) I love you to pieces and you were the perfect addition to my life in every way.  I hope you are as happy to be a part of my life as I am to yours.  Dear Crush, Your choice to be distant this week was heard loud and clear.  I hope I am wrong but I think you are fake just like the rest of them.  Dear Ex, Not sure what your deal is lately but I know that you made a mistake and you are sorry.  I appreciate that you can recognize that and admit it but I can't go back there.  Dear Six, Mommy worries about your old bones everyday and I will be taking you to the vet next week to see why you are drinking so much water! Dear Bank Accounts, You and I seem to be not getting along lately and I extend an open offer to please make up! I can't take the emptiness of you lately! Dear Miss O, I am so proud of everything you do! Your team did great in Kansas City and you always amaze me. Dear Dance Team, We had a great run this season and I'm so proud of each and ever one of you and the love you have for your team and dancing in general! I'm still hoping my 5th graders decide to stay with me for one more year ;)

Its OK...

• To rather be sleeping then wanting to work today!
• To need to call AT&T but not have time so I continue to pay for a service that is broken!
• To listen to my shows b/c of the above reason
• To think about working out 24.7 and know that I need a new routine since I finished the last however to be to lazy to actually do anything about it!
• To have left my clothes in the washer so now I'm going to have to wash them again!
• To feel sad
• To actually think my little dudes heart was broken b/c I overslept and couldn't take him to day care like I promised ;(

So What....

Linking up with Life after I Dew for So What Wednesdays!

• So what if I want to get organized so badly but can't seem to find an hour to set aside to make that happen!
• So what if I need to make Dr. apts but want to change all my Drs. and am to lazy to call and make the change!
• So what if I say one thing to a certain boy however would like to scream "your making a mistake" in his face! B/c yes that would get my point across without making me look loko ;)
• So what if I like to stick a tissue up my nose and leave it there while going about my business b/c it won't stop running!

Friday Letters

Dear Dance Team- You are coming to a close and this has been a great season and I'm said to be losing so many of my dancers to Jrs. next year.  As we head to KY tomorrow for State/Nationals I can only hope for a wonderful weekend full of 1st places :)

Dear Sweet Olivia-  You are on your way to Kansas City right now for you Nationals and I so wish I could have come!   I know GG was suppose to be there too but I know she will be watching from Heaven and cheering you on!  Keep up your winning season I know you guys can do it! GO TOPS

Dear Mom and Dad- Please travel safe to Kansas City and have fun you deserve it!

Dear Tankers- Mommy is leaving you again this weekend but I would take you with me in 2.5 seconds if I could!

Dear Crush- Stop worrying about what happened in the past and just let things happen.

Dear Ex- Please repeat this to yourself "I broke up with her" and then get over that I am now at peace with this and don't need to put up with the mean things you say..... thank you.

Its OK...

• Its OK to be so tired that my eyes look like I'm on drugs but still get up early to take the pup to daycare
• Its OK to want to say stuff to people but know its better kept unsaid
• Its OK that I should stay home and sleep tonight but I'm too excited to cancel my plans!
• Its OK that I worked so much last week and my checks are going to be alot nicer then normal however they are still already spent :(
• Its OK that State Nationals is this weekend for dance and all I'm looking forward to at this moment is sleeping during free time!

Friday's Letters

Dear Tank and Six Mommy is sorry she works so much and I know you hate these long days as much as I do but you are good babies and I thank you for that! Dear Job 1 Some days I love it here some days I wish I was anywhere but here! Today I'm happy to be here! Dear Job 2 I hate that I had to change my whole outfit around today but I'm glad that I get to work there b/c its so fun and I love everyone! Dear Mom I know you think I get annoyed with your questions but I get annoyed that I don't have the answers I want. Its not you its me! Dear Crush Your fun to talk to even when I'm tired! Dear Ex I think you have no clue what you are talking about half the time and you can't keep track of who you have told what to! If you just didn't lie your life would be a whole lot easier! Dear Bank Accounts I love that you are not empty today however can you find a way to put a little more in there so I don't need to stress out! Dear Throat Please stop hurting me! Dear Tank Enjoy daycare today Mommy will watch you on the computer please don't sleep all day!
Love,
Me

• Its ok if I feel like death b/c I made the most amazing decision to go out last night after working a 14 hr shift
• Its ok that I wish I would have "called in sick" and stayed curled up with the dog
• Its ok that I still go to call my grandmas or shoot her a text pretty much everyday even though I know she is gone.
• Its ok if Im going to go home and go straight to bed today!