Friday's Letters

Dear Tank and Six Mommy is sorry she works so much and I know you hate these long days as much as I do but you are good babies and I thank you for that! Dear Job 1 Some days I love it here some days I wish I was anywhere but here! Today I'm happy to be here! Dear Job 2 I hate that I had to change my whole outfit around today but I'm glad that I get to work there b/c its so fun and I love everyone! Dear Mom I know you think I get annoyed with your questions but I get annoyed that I don't have the answers I want. Its not you its me! Dear Crush Your fun to talk to even when I'm tired! Dear Ex I think you have no clue what you are talking about half the time and you can't keep track of who you have told what to! If you just didn't lie your life would be a whole lot easier! Dear Bank Accounts I love that you are not empty today however can you find a way to put a little more in there so I don't need to stress out! Dear Throat Please stop hurting me! Dear Tank Enjoy daycare today Mommy will watch you on the computer please don't sleep all day!
Love,
Me

• Its ok if I feel like death b/c I made the most amazing decision to go out last night after working a 14 hr shift
• Its ok that I wish I would have "called in sick" and stayed curled up with the dog
• Its ok that I still go to call my grandmas or shoot her a text pretty much everyday even though I know she is gone.
• Its ok if Im going to go home and go straight to bed today!

So What Wednesday!

• So what if I have no idea where my life is going to be in a year months let alone three months!
• So what if I feel like I get the shit end of the stick most of the time
• So what if I just want to yell at people today :)
• So what if I would be OK with just leaving and playing out in the sun today

A lot of driving.....

Hello everyone! I haven't forgotten about my photo challenge I just need to get caught up today.  Over the weekend we packed into the car and drove down to Montgomery AL to see my GG in the hospital.  Even though I'm pretty sure she had no idea we were there (b/c they have her sedated) it was nice to be able to hold her hand and see that she is still with us.  Unfortunately she has a long fight ahead of her but if you know my GG she is feisty!  If anyone has the fight in them its her.  It was nice to see my family and meet others that had people in the same ICU and hear their stories.  I would like to thank everyone that helped me make it possible to travel down there! Without people like you around me things that seemed impossible would never have been possible.  Thank you from the bottom of my heart ( you guys know who you are)

As for my pictures I will update them when I get home tonight :) 

Thin Mints and Pictures!

Its almost Friday Woot! That's pretty much the only thing keeping me going at this point! That and the fact that since I switched to Weight Watchers I was able to have thin mints for breakfast! For real! I can only have 4 of them for 4 points which in turn will take me forever to get through the boxes since I was obviously not even thinking of dieting when I ordered by 7 boxes!!!!!!!!!!! 

I always stick with challenges as you can tell if you read this blog ;) so I picked a new one for the month of March!  I love taking pictures and never remember to so I thought that this would be a neat challenge.  Each day it gives me something to photograph.  Day 1 Up.  So yesterday when I was thinking about it I thought well duh the sky.  Yesterday it was amazing out today of course its gloomy!  However I stuck with my sky theme and actually got a pretty cool picture out of it........

Behold the Sky



Have a wonderful afternoon :) 

So What Wednesday

Linking up with Life After I "Dew" for So what Wednesday!

• So what if I am Blogging instead of putting our sales book together like I should
• So what if I am thinking about taking another walk b/c its pretty outside
• So what if I am not being able to work out every day like planned b/c I have two jobs!
• So what if I am already thinking of what to pack even though I do not leave for 23 days!
• So what if I put on the pants that I bought that are 3 sizes to small every other night to see if I'm any closer to fitting in them :) 

Feeling Helpless

I'm feeling a little helpless today and the past week or so. My GG is laying in a hospital in AL and I hate that we can't all be down there with her.  Her condition goes up and now so many times I have said to myself OK I'm getting in the car and heading down. With working two jobs and having a dance team I only have one day off a week its hard to get everything covered to just leave.  I feel like I should be there however I feel like I have to be here.  Times like this people should be able to just say OK I will be back when things are better and I know she is safe.  Wouldn't that be a nice world to live in???